Thursday, January 14, 2010

qualified, maybe not.



Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."

Sim Lim w Ahnoi was awesome! (: Love that we have so much in common, lil meet ups make me feel normal all again! walked the whole of Sim Lim to get our stuff, ba chor mee then send her back w weird conversations in the car ^^ I cant wait to meet her up again, either next week or reunion dinner! If its reunion, I think it will just be awesome, cos I'll get to see Ahnoi's mum! hahaha, inside secret (:

Had the weirdest dream.. I booked two flights to Hong Kong and Thailand.. But both were booked on the same dates and I hadda decide which to go.. I wonder this dream actually make any sense or it just shows my stupidity =/ (it felt really real tho)

When the harvest is big, God calls for workers but does that mean that any tom, dick, harry and jane can be called to harvest? Aren't there qualifications/expectations to meet up to? How does God chooses the workers? How will we know that he/she is God-chosen? Is it possible that one can be chosen because of talents/expertise?

When will my breakthrough come? Cos if it is taking more than 3 years, then Jesus..... I need MY Samaritan to clean my wound and take care of me........ I still hate them... I wonder when Your love can replace the hatred... I have major trust issues even w people that I think I am closest to. I am a mess, I am dark and twisted. Screwed up me, yet He loves me anyway. I just need to get that in my system, brain and heart.

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